Posted 1 year ago
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KATIE IN WONDERLAND

NEW SONG! Been a long time since the last

Lyrics:

You ever seen people fall in love with others that shows no effort to commit to them and in the end they wind up broken hearted? See I’ve come to realize that there is no such thing as STUPID LOVE Just STUPID PEOPLE.

Look
Some people…they gon’ amuse you, seduce you, confuse you
and use you until they lose interest
They’ll say that you’re the best
You’re as good as it gets
Then the next minute, they leave you like they left the rest
And I know that you’re fed up
You’re down, but hey you gotta get up
And you gotta keep your head up
I know it sucks when everyone around
Makes you sick to the stomach
You’re too afraid to trust

And its sad these pricks will never settle
Always looking for someone else
Cuz they say you ain’t on their level
These shameless devils rip hearts like they pull flower petals
Brag about their sins like they deserve medals
The woman that they court, they play ‘em like a sport
Have sex with the nice girls they’ll never support
But hey, don’t get it wrong not all liars are men
Sometimes assholes are influenced by shitty friends
And by them bitches
Filthy fucking creatures
Blinding boys with their photoshopped pictures
Fake personalities
To escape a reality
Escape to a fantasy where every boys want ‘em
And other girls are jealous
Cuz they attract the fellas
Causing endless drama
And through all this commotion
Where women are chosen and caught like fish swimming
In the ocean of emotions

I see a girl with her golden heart broken
Still hoping, he’d open his eyes and realize
She could be the one for him
He left her in the dark, her light is glowing
But it’s so dim
She’s no going anywhere, she’s frozen
Still holding on to his token of affection that he gave her on the moment
He lied, said he loved and promised forever
Even after the world ends

And if you’re that girl
And this is your story
Listen, I’ll sing to you

Some people….they gon’ amuse you, seduce you, confuse you,
and use you until they lose interest.
They’ll say that you’re the best
You’re as good as it gets
Then the next minute
They leave you like they left the rest
And yes its messed up
These cowards never fess up
To them you’re just another dressed up doll
to be stripped down
You wake up in the morning
and find no one else but yourself around

The charming prince who showed you the light when it was dark
Spend a romantic night with you at the park
Is the same prick who stole your precious heart
Only to give it back ripped apart
And you knew this from the start
You were never the princess
In this fairytale to begin with
You’ve always been his
But he was never yours
Tell me baby, what are those tears for?

Him and men alike
Are the reason why water proof mascara exist
And you knew he was trouble
But you were too naive and foolish to resist
And truth is you let false hope convince you he was worth the risk
You gave him your faith, time, and everything
All that for one intimate kiss
He held your hands
And you were blinded
But now its obvious it’s nothing more than what it clearly is

So you can stop wishin’
on shooting stars, they’ll never listen
You’re doing too much thinkin’
Too much thoughts drown reason
And you can’t drown sorrow by drinkin’
What you gon’ do when your sorrow starts swimming?

He’ll miss you when you’re gone
You might miss him too
But he’ll only miss you cuz he won’t have anyone
Says you’re beautiful and you’re the only one he wants
Did he ever mean it when he said that? No not even once.
Don’t listen to the bullshit you were told
Its a trick and that shit is getting old
If he just wants to play. let him play on his own
Let Karma do her thing and she’ll avenge you sevenfold

Some people…they gon’ amuse you, seduce you, confuse you,
and use you until they lose interest
They’ll say that you’re the best
You’re as good as it gets
The the next minute
They leave you like they left the rest
And yes its messed up
How these liars won’t stop because they can never get enough
But heh fuck
Who am I to talk
When I’m guilty of
All the crimes I said above?

Note: First and most importantly, thanks to TheOfficialTone for letting me jump into the instrumental. Check out his beats on youtube. I wanted a beautiful yet dark sound and this beat couldn’t be any more perfect. I messed up on some parts and the beginning was last minute idea that I came up with. I felt like I needed something to kick the hook. Also, thanks to the person who inspired me to write this song. I’m really proud of the lyrics. Story behind the song? Listen to it and you’ll pretty much know. Initially, the song was supposed to be pure personal and direct to the person that I wanted to dedicate this song to but I added the first few parts of the song(before the second hook) to make it appeal more to the general audience. I wanted to hit home(heart) with the lyrics and end the song with something that would make me say “damn” and I like to think that I did. Also, there are a few references here so if you catch them, then AWESOME. Anyways, I have two other songs that I plan on recording soon so look out for that. Hope you all enjoyed it. Thanks for listening. 

Posted 1 year ago
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Just to let you guys know that I’m still at it

Posted 1 year ago
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Don’t Give Up On Love

Quick note: Sorry for the long intro. Haha. Oh and hopefully I adjusted the volumes just about right this time.


Lyrics:


To those listening, this is Sam
I just finished writing this song awhile ago
This is for the people out there
Who are lost and confused about love
And those who are struggling in a relationship
I’m just here to remind you all
That life and time are precious things
So don’t waste it
And love is a source of happiness
So be happy
And stop fighting because
Not every fight is worth it
And to the young ones out there
Remember, you got a whole life ahead of you
And somethings are not meant to be together
Like water and fire
We just gotta learn to accept it

Listen to that heart beat
Hear it speak
Love is a beautiful thing
So embrace it like the air you breathe

They say love is simple
But they don’t understand it
Some play it like a game
So don’t be blinded
And God gave your heart eyes to see
So open them(So open them)

They say love is simple
But they don’t understand it
Some play it like a game
So don’t be blinded
And God gave your heart eyes to see
So open them(So open them)


Selena, I know its hard to move on and let go
You still love her, you still care, and it shows
But understand you don’t have to keep what you don’t deserve
Don’t let anyone blind you from what you’re truly worth
I know that this will hurt, but hey it could be worse
And forever just a word, I know it sounds absurd
But in life, you play with fire until you catch some fire and get burned.
You live and learn
So stand, smile, all will be fine, its okay
And listen now, life is a maze
but don’t give up on love and somehow someday
The love you been waiting for will find its way

Listen Angelica, I see you’re in love with her
You’re feelin’ lost, wondering if she feels the same for ya
You want to tell her how you feel but you also feel afraid
Afraid of being hurt and what you have might fade away
Don’t think about society and all the trash they say
The ignorant and greedy will never cease to hate
But those who cares and matters won’t discriminate
And that happiness is worth the fight, girl its worth the wait
So stand, smile, all will be fine, its okay
And listen now, life is a maze
but don’t give up on love and somehow someday
The love you have been waiting for will find its way


Now here I go again
Thinking of Milan again
God if you’re listening help me put
my misery to an end
I swear, I’m doing the best I can, but I ain’t Superman
I have no super strength to save myself from the pain I’m in
Feels like this roof is caving in
These walls are closing in
Seems like she is using me
And Im willingly giving in
I carry a smile and I pretend that I’m happy
cuz I love the way she lies when she tells me that she loves me
But I’ve had enough of it
I’ve had too much of it
I was addicted I admit, but now its time for me to quit
Thought I couldn’t but a voice spoke to me one day
“Sam, gather up your will and you will find your way”


Like the saying goes, “All wounds are repaired by time”
Cuz there’s a time when something special happens in your life and just
Before you drown, the world turns around
And before you know it, you’re standing up six stories from the ground.
Mind is running. Heart is burning.
Like a bird unleashed from a cage, the skies you are wildly soaring. Going higher, never falling. Nothing they say can shoot you down.
In and out, you’re beautiful with strength ever-growing.
So smile, everything is fine, its okay
And listen now, life is a maze
But after years of struggling with hurt and pain
The love you have been waiting for has found its way

Thanks for listening
This is Sam
And remember
No matter how hard you fall in love
Don’t forget to love yourself

(Source: princeofsolotop)

Posted 1 year ago
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Going Through Changes

UPDATE!

Hey guys, this is just an update on that rap that I recorded.

So the first verse(which is the second verse in the full song) speaks of me changing as a person from some innocent kid into a badass/screw up during my Junior Year in high school which I tried to fix on that same year but really didn’t until I really screwed up so bad in my Senior Year to a point that I almost did not graduate.

Second verse(third verse in the full song) is about me and well my ex-girlfriend, Milan, who I fell terribly in love with during my high school year. Well, she ended up with someone else and I guess we never were that great of a couple, but for some reason I got some joy out of the tough times we went though. Wow, am I sick or what? Lol. Well, I had to move on for the sake of my own well-being.

I’m really havin’ a tough time recording a decent quality audio with this piece of shiet headset and my voice dies after a number of failed attempts but at least I’m makin’ progress? If I keep recording and publishing this rap in rate that I am, I think I’ll just keep posting updated versions until I have recorded and am able to post the final.

Here’s the extended sample of my rendition of Eminem’s “Going Through Changes”

Quick Note(s): My voice on the second verse is HORRIBLE! Or maybe I sound horrible overall. Haha. Also, I’d just like to inform you that I recorded during past-midnight-hours most of the time. OH and umm people tell me I don’t sound like me when I rap. Hahahah. Well, here goes the lyrics. Enjoy!

Lyrics:

Changed as a person. Still Sam, but different version. I ain’t the school boy that I once was. No way that I’m reversin’. My point of view in life has changed, damn even the way I look and talk has changed. But even though I ain’t the same, I cant help but feel strange. Sometimes I just feel like I ain’t livin’ life the way I wanted. I was bored of being good, decided to be a rebel. Ditched school, did crimes, broke all the rules. Tried to be cool, I ain’t nobody’s tool. Before I know it, I’m dropping out fuck I ended up a fool. Promised my friends I’d go to school. I lied. Disappointed everybody and it killed me inside. It ain’t what I wanted. It ain’t what I asked for. It ain’t who I am, deep inside I am something more. Sick of dyin’ sick of cryin, I’m realizin’ that I ain’t tryin’ my best but this time I ain’t lyin’, I’m changin’ for the better.

I’m going through changes…
I’m going through changes…..

Fell in love with the devil. Disguised as an angel. She got me really good.
Did the best that I could to move on. But I guess I like it rough. Can never get enough. When I dream of love, she’s still the one I’m dreamin’ of. Damn. I don’t even know what to do. As hard as I try, it seems like I can’t let go of you. I shut my eyes. I see your face. But right when I reach for you, everything immediately fades. Baby wait, I know you love another but please just stay a little while longer and hear what I have to say. Just want to tell you I still feel the same. I love you just as much as I did on our first day. You better know it. I swear that it will never change. And maybe together forever will never be our fate. Oh well I guess that’s really all I had to say. Goodbye, Milan. Perhaps we’ll meet again someday but for now I’m…

I’m going through changes….
I’m going through changes..

(Source: princeofsolotop)